smalam yang hangat~~

Yo, Assalamu'alaikum smua, xsangka ka? ari j aq da post 3 topics kat cnie... well, aq nk bukannye jenis yg sabar.. actually, aq ade satu benda yang da dkat 5 bulan aq pendam... agak lame la... lau nk kkre... ni sume cte sal a girl yang aq syg sgt kat die... i'm hoping she'll read this, but, kalu nk d pk kan.. tp mesti lau die bace msti dye ckp yang aq ni jnis yg xphm bhs..
well let say, her name is julie, dak perak n blaja kat melaka...
yes.. aq lau nk kire byk gak gal yang aq suke.. n most of it, aq akn cube smpai dpt..
srius, lau korang knal aq, korg akn ckp aq ni xensem... hehe.. kepala pon asyik botak j...
i knal die kat fb.. n mase tu, i hrp ape2 pon kat die... iase la kalu muke ni da ensem kan.. huuu... i engat lg i ygo die kat fb tu, n she gives me a good respond... huhu...
1st, i juz pk nk bkawan ngn die... when i strt stalking her page, her photos, then i realize that she is my frens gal..so i xde hopes anything from her... juz wanna be fren... hehe.. i mntak die punye ym id, n she gives me.. then on the same day, i mntak die punye phne number.. n prisely she gave it..
for sure la kan, sape xsuke... bg aq, dei da cntik, juz like da gal i always dream of...
aq start text her... i mule rapat ngn die... call her..
i engat lg mase 1st time i call die.. pergh, bdebar gle wa ckp lu... huuu... n die pon oke j... so strt mlm tu i slalu call... everynight... sumtimes, satu mlm i tpup 30.. ye la.. bgn pg call... abes class petang, call, mlm b4 tdo call...
jrg skali, aq call ckp ngn die smpai xabes kredit aq.. member aq, urm let say qiqi, smpai bising sbb aq mase tu, smpai thp nk call member pon xboley... serius, mase tu, aq punye perasaan, xyah ckp berbunga abes... shel alway tell me bout my fren, her bf... diorang d probs... she said that, min, her bf, skang da x mcm dulu.. slalu gado... xcntact die.. tp stilll xnk lepaskan die.. lame jugak aq ngn die cm tu.. listen to her probs... n n that time she told almost anything bout her.. i pon same... mase tu die j la tmpat i luahkan perasaan i...
smpai la i strt to call her syg...
she realize it.. n die bg respond.. when she said die ngn bf die da abes... i proposed her to b my gal..
yes...
die accept.. skang aq pk, bodonye aq mntak mase tu.. supposedly, aq tgg lebey lame ntuk die... xgune aq tggu die skang...
sambung cte balik... aq kapel ngn die pas raye, bulan 9... bulan 10 aq g jumpe die kat melaka, aq egt time aq nk p jumpa die byk gle dugaan jadik... b4 da day aq jnj ngn die, rum8 aq tuduh aq curik wet die.. xpsl2 jd kes pakguard.. aq supposedly xley tgglkan campus aq lam sehari due.. tp aq p gk sbb aq rindu sgt kat die..
n its my 1st date with her..
aq travel dr jb smpai la melaka.. ride nek moto lc aq... ley tecabut pinggang aq sakitnye...
da la travel sowg2..
hehe.. gile aq ckp ko. aq ajak member sume xnk p..
hehe..
maka pegila aq kat kota melaka tu.. smpai melaka, aq tau jln nk kuar higghway j.. yg len aq xtau..
aq gerak j...
jnj tmpat len, tempt len yg aq smpai.. aq jumpe la die... time rtu b'debar gle siot...
xde org tau perasaan aq mase tuh.. ye lah.. die la puteri ati ak... aq syg gle kat die... aq jmpe die.. n tgh2 jln tu, die kiz aq... time tu aq ty dye, btol k die syg aq.. yes.. die kate..
time tu, aq rase aq la owg yg paling epi kat ats muke bumi nie...
kitorng g tgk muvie... pastu g mkn...
aq egt mase gnk g mkn tu, ujan, so aq berenti kat ade satu bgnunan ni..
time tu kitorg da basah..
n aq amek sweater aq, aq pkaikan kat die.. n mase tu la.. we talk bout us... die kate, die still xley lupekan x die.. 5 taon die ngn x die... aq tau. aq knal x die tu.. die suh aq sabar, nk lupekan x die amek mase.. aq xkesa.. aq tau aq syg kat die.. n die ckp die sg kat aq, althought time tu die still terengt kat x die, tp at least die tau yg aq sygkat die sgt.. smpai skang aq efgt ayat die... aq cte sal aq nye istory sal kapel.. n die ckp yg die xkn tggl kan. aq... bhgia gle aq time tu..
aq da tutup ati aq.. ati aku ade die j.. she's da one.. aq pk da xde org len pas die..
tp aq frust gle ble die strt jaohkan diri dr aq.. bulan 12.. aq abeh final n result kuar.. die pon same..then die gtau aq yg mama die suh clash.. i hope there'll be any other ways kan, aq xnk putus ngn die sbb tu.. xberbaloi.. then die berkeras.. ok la aq ckp, t8 five kan.. aq nk tgg die smpai bile2.. smai die balik kat aq..
n 4 sure lah, smpai skang aq tunggu die.. aq xtau smpai bile...
ble da clash, aq egt ley la aq juz jd kwn die.. n aq xmo lost cntct ngn die.. but, kitorg slalu gado.. die strt post kat facebook bout tekanan..rimas la ape la... sume tu ntuk aq.. die cm da xnk cntact pon ngn aq.. die xnk aq tgg die lg... pastu aq stalk fb die.. aq studi kot kat fb die. die cm da ade org len.. sape xfrust... aq syg gle kat die.. n sampai skang... aq xtau da.. aq xtau nk watpe.. kekadang tu ade gak pk nk sakitkan diri aq ni.. aq kekadang mntk aq xcdent k ape k.. juz nk tarik perhatian die.. tp aq tau sume tu cm xde gue... sume yg tau cte aq, ask me to forget her..
tp susah.. aq nk die balik.. aq syg sgt kat die...